Improve

I posted several videos of me singing Christmas songs. The videos were in the moment and unrehearsed. This was totally uncharacteristic of me. To put something out that I hadn't practiced over and over and over. I must admit I had a lot of anxiety and trepidation before I made the first post. But I did it and it was quite liberating ironically it helped me with my improvisational skills, which is much needed  in acting and staying in the moment. I broke away some the shells  that I have  placed around me not wanting to show my imperfections. It just puzzles me that posting something that is what I would say is less-than-perfect would help me to improve my acting skills.